What is wrong with me? Why was I stupid enough to allow myself to relive those same emotions I conquered once before, all over again? Why did I trust you? Knowing full well, you were only apologizing just so you could hurt me again. It’s not to late and after I say another prayer to God, asking him to this time give me strength. I will clean house again, leaving you back in the hell you put me through for all these years. Enough is enough and I am so tired!

I am always there for you but when it’s time to do for me, you never come through! I feel like I am trying to make someone be my friend, when deep down they really don’t. A friendship with you shouldn’t be this hard, and talking want fix, what only the truth can re-pair. Truth is I know the answer to my own question, I knew it over 3 years ago and I now know what I need to do.